Dear Reader,
While going through my divorce, I came across the scripture found in Isaiah 61:3
“To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they may be called trees of righteousness, the planting the Lord, that He might be glorified.”
The loss of my marriage caused me to mourn and grieve deeply, but this scripture gave me hope.
The assurance that the “ashes of my life” could somehow be turned to beauty was a promise I clung to in the coming years as I walked through the refiner’s fire.
I prayed God could somehow use my story to bless others.
As time went by I recorded lessons I was learning and the many miracles I experienced while single.
Years went by and my life dramatically changed. I remarried a widower with three children added to my own three children. We found ourselves suddenly a family of eight with a very busy household. My next few years went by in a blur of learning how to blend a family of teenagers each with different needs and strong personalities.
After a couple years two of our children graduated High School and left home for college. Suddenly I found myself with “extra time” having only four kids at home. As I prayed how to best use this time. I felt nudges that I should begin to write about my experiences and the lessons I learned while going through my divorce.
The idea of writing a book was a daunting task. I was plagued with doubts and fears. However, the thought would not leave my mind. So I earnestly began to pray and ask the Lord if this would really be the best use of my time and also if this is what He would have me do.
My answer came during General Conference while standing in my kitchen, listening to the words of John C. Pingree. The opening line of his talk stopped me still. He asked-
“Have you ever wondered if Heavenly Father has a work for you?
Are there important things He has prepared for you-specifically you-to accomplish?
I testify the answer is yes!”
I became emotional with his words, and tears began to prick the corner of my eyes as the Spirit testified that this was indeed, the answer to my prayers.
It was time to start writing.
Having never undertaken writing a book before. I began by writing down memories and moments that were turning points for me.
Slowly, but surely I felt I was taught by the Spirit, line upon line, how to write this particular book. As I poured out my heart onto the pages I could feel new healing and purpose enter my heart.
Writing became both a humbling and exhilarating experience working hand in hand with the Spirit.
As I progressed, the Lord opened doors and led the right people into my life for the book’s completion.
This is the book I wish I would have had as I went through the trial of my divorce, and while being a single mom.
I pray that reading from the pages of this book will help you to draw closer to our Heavenly Father and recognize the plan He has just for you. I pray you find hope and healing and most of all that you will know with a surety the beauty God can make from all our ashes.
Warmly,
NM
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